Τετάρτη 21 Μαρτίου 2018
Τετάρτη 14 Μαρτίου 2018
The Monster and the Worm
Once upon a quite long time ago,
when the Earth was young, and the velvet sky a dark and mauve-ish hue of awe,
the only
jewel upon the sky was Lady Moon,
and She was
made of silver.
Upon the
wet and muddy forest floor,
covered
with fallen leaves of every kind you've thought and more;
covered
with crunchy or squishy things, alive or dead afore,
the common
Worm hurried along,
as many an
everending night it did before.
The common
Worm, creeping and crawling on the forest floor,
quite like
it had on any other night before,
could not
have seen,
could not
have known; or felt, or smelt,
what was
it, was about to go.
Behind the
forest bushes and behind the forest trees,
behind the
velvet, mauve-ish night that makes you shake your knees
,suddenly,
jumped the Monster!
"Eeek!" squilled in agony the fret-filled Worm.
And some
have said, along with sound of fright, a passing, cunny Wind did stole,
it left, as
well, some poopies, on the forest floor.
As the
swirly cloud of dust settled ,taking back its quaint, Aristotelian-peaceful
place, upon the forest floor,
and the trembling
Earth did cease her disco-dancy shaking, under the Monster’s weight-and-all,
the giant
Monster who was standing gloriously and tall,
opened its
yellow, wondrous eyes
and stared
directly at the Worm, with the audacity and demande[i]
of someone waiting at the door.
The Worm,
now having scavenged some archaic sense of Warrior- soul,
stared back with pride, it gave its all,
his leaping
gaze delved deeply but not laboriously at all,
through the mysterious tunnels behind the curious glare of the yellow eyed Monster.
through the mysterious tunnels behind the curious glare of the yellow eyed Monster.
This un-intermittent,
collaboratory stare, of this binary system, or, if you like, Golden event[ii],
was not in the least broken, or terminated, as the mammoth Monster lowered its
monstrous head, leaning close to, and bringing it directly in front of the
stare-y eyes that happened to be sitting upon the face of the Worm.
And as he
did so, the Monster, facing the worm-ish face, opened its mouth, as wide he
could, and smiled.
As a result of this, his boar-ish tusks did glisten, lit
from a single lunar streak of light.
And there they
stood without a word,
staring at
each other;
like
idiots.
Some time
had passed like this. We do not know exactly, was it an hour or so, for no-one
counted, and forest floors are known to be lacking, or short of, big ticking
clocks. Dazed and confused, the Worm first spoke; he spoke like this, with soft
and whispering voice, lest not, it, of the situation make a mock:
“I do not understand;
what is it that my worm-ish eyes are seeing,
as I do look
upon this Monster’s yellow eyes.
What fancy?
What
treacherous mirage is it I lay my gaze on,
this can’t
be me, is this supposed to be my own reflection?
For I have
looked upon rivers moonlit and have ,I, in wondering rain-drops recognized my
worm representation.
Alas! This
spectacle I’m witnessing cannot be it!
Impossible
and evil fantasy!!
I see this
God , where my familiar features should have been, I see this golden, firy,
Godlike creature.
Dear
Monster, what is wrong?
Why do your
mirror-eyes betray my senses so?”
And then
the Monster spoke, his voice a little higher-pitched than usual:
-Perhaps it’s
madness, I could not know, perhaps we’ve turned into buffoons, the
laughing-stock of all; but what I see, dear Worm, has made me be, oh, equally
at awe.
-Dear
Monster, what is it that you see? Please say.
-Worm
dearest, dearest Worm, of course, I’d know my monstrous face, I’ve had it for
ten years or so, but… but… but… but, when I look inside your mirror-eyes I see
a princess, ghostly white with golden wavy hair wearing a nun-sawn, whitest
frock.
Silence
-Dear Worm?
-Yes,
Monster, dear.
-I love
you, Worm, now and forever more.
-FOREVER
MORE?! YOU LOVE ME AND FOREVER MORE?! the Worm said screaming and in horror
curled into a ball.
The Monster
whispered soft, upon the ball-ish Worm, his breath tickling its curled up body:
-Dear Worm,
please do not curl into a ball, I said it, I love you! I love you and forever
more! and he gave its worm-ish, pointy head a little kiss.
And so the
Worm, fought with its fear, uncurled and ceased to be a ball and said:
-I love
you, Monster; I love your body and your soul, your wicked snout, your silly
smile with crooked teeths of boar,
I love you whole.
I love you whole.
And they
both smiled at each other.
Like
idiots.
But, see,
children, it still utterly escapes me, what this tale of Old is truly trying to
convey. You see, children, fideism-
the heretic belief that faith rests on faith and nothing else- is quite a
dangerous idea. In this via negativa [iii],
where désir[iv]
is raped into the shape of besoigne[v],
where maybe worms cannot be Gods and monsters cannot be princesses with
hand-sawn white dresses, it seems to be almost
impossible
to distinguish
to distinguish
virtú[vi] from virtual,
to acquire
an outillage mental[vii] to tell apart
an outillage mental[vii] to tell apart
delusion from
reality.
“Why is the
sky so bright and blue?
Who took
away its mauve-ish hue?
Can it be
you and I that fly,
so high
above, this eye-squinting-light-filled thing that used to be the sky?”
[i] (Γαλλικά) αίτημα, από Lacan
[ii] από Garrison για φυσικη
[iii] από Hegel, path of the negative (λατινικά)
[iv] (Γαλλικά)
επιθυμία, από Lacan
[v] (Γαλλικά) ανάγκη, από Lacan
[vi] Αρετή
(λατινικά)
[vii] Mental tool, από Abel Rey
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